stuck at work
Thursday, Oct. 20, 2005, 14:07

i feel surreal today.

in the emergency room until five this morning.

the headaches are getting worse, more frequent. last night it hurt so bad by the time i got home from dad's. all i could do was lay in bed and cry.

finally matt took me in

they gave me a shot of something that starts with a "c" that made me sketch really bad.

i haven't been that sketchy since days in hartford with april's party house...

and at five matt finally got to sleep. i apologized a thousand times because he had to be up at nine for work. he slept in though... went in at eleven.

and he keeps telling me that it's not my fault and to stop aplogizing.

today i feel like mush.

i want to go home.

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