it's not march
Sunday, Nov. 13, 2005, 11:20

i blame matt.

march is my bad month. it's the month where everything goes wrong and i just feel like shit for 30 full days.

this month is acting like that month. i blame matt because in march, i had just begun dating him... i was too happy for the bad month to affect me.

and now we've been together for nearly 9 months and are relationship is finally dulling down to the point where i feel pain and anger and depression full force (wow... it took nine months for that to happen, for it to cool down... and it's only slightly cooler than it was at the begining) and i am

someone hit and run my car this morning/last night. found it when i was on my way to work.

i'm so far BEYOND angry that... i'm not even mad anymroe.

and that doesn't make any sense.

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