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wishing the zombie king were closer Ogeemakwens Niin Do'ow Animooshikwe says: there's actually a screw in the door that i found today when i went down to show matt the walled off section with the door that holds a dead body... actually there are board games and books behind the door... but when i went down just now to take out the screw in the dark the board games dissapeard and were replaced by a zombie matt... my plan was to call matt today and see if he wanted to do something. about twenty minutes after i wake up... he calls me... and asks if i want to go to a movie it was good. he was pretty... and he smelled good... he came over (somewhat invited himself over) beforehand to see my house and meet my cats (furballs as he calls them) and i showed him the scary basement. the movie... not so much... too long... i spent a good deal of the time putting my finger in his ear... heh... talked to heather about it... told her how i really feel and she's pushing me to call him and tell him how i really feel... because i could hurt myself in the future if he doenst feel the same way. had a conversation with aaron (went in cuz i was freaking out cuz i didnt think i could close by myself tomorrow night) and at one point he said 'you like matt dont you' and i said 'maybe' and tried to walk out. as i was he said 'how much and i just kinda tried to hide a smile and he kinda got jumpy and was saying that he always knew i had a little thing but until that moment he didnt realize how big it actually was... and he wants to talk to matt about it and find out how he feels... information for me (i didnt ask him to and kind of asked him not to, but he's aaron and you cant stop him when he wants to or wants you to do something... i did eventually say 'fo shizzle my nizzle' for him) the way heather is acting bugs me. today was really nice. i didnt know what to expect and it's like real dating and... it felt good to just go out like that. ... i'm happy... laters 0 comments so far |