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you me and everything in between i'm confused too. i know with all of myself that it would have never worked. i know that i love matt. i know that i want to be with him and wake up with him and come home to him for the rest of my life. and yet, i know that i have feelings for someone else... and that kills me. i'm jepordizing the best thing i've ever had over stupid unsure feelings for someone i never see, i rarely talk to, and i dont actually have an interest in. why am i so stupid?? and why cant i explain this dementia to myself, much less him? and now he doubts every part of what i say to him... he says we're at a standstill |