i hate knitting
Thursday, Dec. 23, 2004, 13:05

i dont think i'm as happy as i said i was in my last entry.

considering just after i posted it i checked out jeremy's blog and ended up breaking down sobbing in the middle of the living room floor for half an hour.

i couldnt stop, and i couldnt move so i wouldnt wake nico up... i couldnt move.

he finally did wake up and he kept calling me baby... all i wanted to hear was toots... the only thing that jeremy ever called me on a semiregular baisis.

i really dont know what to do from here on out

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