please save me i wanna be your baby
Saturday, May. 07, 2005, 19:34

he's the first person i have ever wanted to change for...

not change entirely... just make myself less emotional... and stop being such a bitch sometimes.

i want so bad for this to work... but i dont want to try too hard at it.

and it is working... but i think doing things to make myself less... selfish??... would make it work longer.

lots longer.

and that's why when he asks me to talk to him... or he brings things up... i try my hardest to tell him what i'm thinking on the spot... and explain things if i really have to later on... make me make more sense.

i love him

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